All By Myself

Thursday, January 19, 2006
3:07 PM

On the 170106 tuesday, i was busy doing my work and preparing teaching aids for my PC to conduct a lesson for the new coming officer. I was happy for a while, as my PC praised me in front of the platoon for doing the good work for taking care of the platoon when he not around in camp for a very long time. then the rest of the day, i was doing nothing but doing my revision for my test. Till i received a call from my CSM saying that why my platoon is not deploying the execrise. i was so shocked as nobody told me about the execrise. This is a good time to test on my platoon skill. They all are well trained and meet the timing required. During the night, we were asked to take shift to manage the phone and maintance. i never sleep the whole night and quietly aside looking at my phone. Is it i am waiting for my phone to ring?

The next day, i wake up with a few hour of rest. Thinking that have the girl wake up, have she gone to school. i jus was about she send her this sms, she already sms me. if this mean that our mind are linked. but hearing that, she is not feeling very well. I wanted to give her a call. but i was busy explaining to my new sgt about the stucture of my work. But after that, i give her a call. Hearing her very sick and low voice, i feel a heart in my pain. i dun know why i got this feeling, i hoped that i go out and bring her to a doctor. But i can't, only can sms her to take good care of herself. That afternoon, i walk in the rain to the comandpost to do my routine check on the phone. Too bad my shirt is wet and i walk in the air-con room after that, i fall sick during the night, having a terrible head-ache. i wanted to bath but after the rain, the water from the shower was cold, no choice have to bear with it.

today 190106, i took a half- day off home to rest and at the same time study for my AKTP test. but at home, i was equally busy as my handphone rinding non-stop as they had just cut the execrise.

Tomorrow is my test, hope that u will wish me good luck for it.
i here also hope that u will be a happy girl as i first meet u and ur sick recover faster.

ALL BY MYSELF